Tick Tock, Tick Tock

Things are developing so fast, I have to catch my breath. I am in the middle of a big decision .... a decision I would soon have to make. Why can't things just be a little simple? My mind is in such a turmoil, I just want to stop for a moment to see if the chaos would somehow subside.

But it doesn't.

My prayers are now filled with asking for help from The Divine to seek what is the best path for me to walk on. I hope my prayers will be answered soon because really, I am running out of time.


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Drunk

I feel soooo sleepy and to think I got enough sleep last night. I need something to be passionate about and what I feel like doing right now is to argue with someone but that is not one thing that I want to be passionate about. So I feel sleepy like I'm fighting myself NOT to be bitchy today and what happens is that I just go into slumber mode because it would be disastrous to be passionately disagreeable. Can this type of argument pass for a logical one?

I am allowing myself this straight to the point (a moment of insanity) blog like being drunk and allowing yourself to do some things you don't normally do when sober. It helps actually ... to clear the cobwebs of sleepiness. One can be drunk with sleepiness, you know. I think it's also the hormones ......


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I have a secret

I am a stalker. Hahahahaaaaaaa!! : ) a harmless one, that is.


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Today

...... is my birthday.

I know, shocking and try as I may to will it not to happen, I am getting older. But turning a year older is not such a bad thing if a lot of your friends are also around your age group

I have many things to be thankful for .... a wonderful job, a happy family, good health, enough material things but most especially really amazing people who have touched my life.

My family, for always being there for me, who have been very supportive and loving. In their eyes, I am perfect and nobody could love me as they have.

My friends ... those I keep in touch with, those that I have not, those that I may have forgotten or may have forgotten me, at one point in my life they have shown me the meaning of friendship and for that, I will be forever grateful. If we have lost touch through the years, I hope one day our paths will cross again and we can rekindle the friendships we have shared.

The people who had inspired me, giving me simple reasons to smile, for making me believe that dreams come true and for making me a better person, thank you.

And even strangers whose life have intertwined with mine, I believe you are angels sent to give me a message, to uplift my spirit, to teach me life's lessons. All I know is that life would have been different had you not been a part of it.

And of course to The Divine for all the graces and blessings so lovingly gave to me. Thank you for letting me celebrate one more birthday and for letting me experience all the wonderful things that life has to offer.

My apologies if this sounded like an acceptance speech for an acting award : )

I still have many wishes but for now this will be enough ...


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